unforgiven

unforgiven
I feel certain pains that people
fight through and take for granted,
but instead I feel the pains of the
sin that weighs me down, all the days
that I walked in darkness thinking I’m
all alone in God’s blind spot. Feeling
the pains of being unforgiven. these
pains I feel keep me down in a state
of darkness, that I can’t break through
until the end of my days. I have these feelings
in the back of my mind. until one day God
broke me down. a feeling of forgiveness
I was forgiven at last!