Friday, September 12, 2008

worst enemy

worst enemy

I am my worst enemy
slowly tearing myself apart.
I sabotage everything I do,
pushing loved ones away because I’m
blind to their help and advice.
making myself apathetic to the
world thinking “what’s the point nothing’s
going to get any better.” Just believing
that makes me not want to try get
my self from wallowing in my own
bottomless pit of depression and self destruction.
being blind to my own inevitable demise
I just keep walking to my doom that
cannot be stopped. Since I’m doomed
to blindly repeat my mistakes
till the day I die because
I’m afraid of change.

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